vishista .....

hello visu darling

it has been really ages that i have written u any mails as such .... rather there wasnt any situation for correspondence right i do hope so that u still remember me in the lonely nights sitting by ur chair and looking into the sky .... i certainly do that for u darling .... do u really know wat would i be doing whenever i used to talk to late in the night ? .... i used to see the sky and ofcourse the moon there ... i keep wondering u and me seeing the same moon yet we are at some 1000km away from each other and the moon can see each other at the same time .... u might be really wonderful in moonlight alas i didnt have the chance to see u atleast once and i know i may not even would have that thing ....

life is such precious commodity to be wasted on fantacy right .... thats not the truth with me every moment i have been thinking of and all those sweet moments i have spent with ... those little smiles of urs and those tiny whiny eyes of urs and atlast those arms of urs around me ... i donno how happy ur without me these days but i am all the sad not that ur not with me since there may not be any chance of that ... since i can feel u always around me .. inside me ...
but wat hurt me was that u never trusted me ... i thought am gonna hurt and how could u do that to me ... misunderstanding grows of distrust ....

yet i didnt have the opportunity to talk to ur beloved ppl do u know why ... they never wanted me to talk to them ... they planned the things so meticulously that u can rarely understand where u have ended up but life is full cycle it all ends where it has began .... i believe in that and i think it is time that u make adjustments for that .... neither i say i am going to be back in ur life or back of u ... but life has its ways to say something to u ...

A year has passed by silently for u and for me it was all more painful and tearful ... i think u must have been really busy all these days ... did u ever tried to look at the moon?.... try looking at it u might remember something or the else ... it helps u a lot more then normal days ...

i can always remember those moments have spent with and those fun i had with u ... i still remember fooling around with u ... some years from now when u find this post i donno i wat condition u will and wat u think abt me ... but like an ancient monument standing in the test of the time these things might be hanging there like never heard saga ... time how the ruins can make a difference .... i face lot more trouble even now .... for u made a sweet call to my mom to speak abt how ...rude i was and how innocent u were ... the beast and beauty...

time is just flying and u will be realising soon that ur asking for all those question which u have never asked before ... i still love u madly ... and i still tell u that dont trust ur relatives .. they all have their personal agenda ... u never know wat is happening in ur mind ... one more concern babe ... i heard from someone other then our common friend that ... u flirt a lot ... babe it is indeed ur life but i pity ppl can make ur life an hell with rumours abt u raa ...

i will be there for u any time and any where i go .... i will be thinking abt u and ur love ...down the lane i know that somewhere when ur down n tired u need to me ... u think abt me ...since i am always the source of inspiration u were looking for and u shall always be searching for ...love u daa ... u shall always be in my heart ..forever

PS: --------- this post has been written one year past out break up ... u still linger deep in my heart ... i finally made a decision ... i am leaving hyderabad for good ... but i am not alone ... ur will always be in my heart and with me u will be travelling wherever i am going ...

and please feel free to call me anytime ...phone number shall be avaliable in my profile ..only to friends ... and ofcourse ...(life... is.... )